I want your sex

[nameissilver]

[It's been a long day for Silver, training and trying to keep himself busy while his girlfriend's at work. All in all, a typical day except for one thing...he's fucking horny. Maybe it's something in the air, maybe it's the fact that his team's been so obedient and is getting stronger lately, or maybe it's just that he's a teenage boy and prone to horniness at any given point in time. But his thoughts turn to Clarissa and how he can't wait for her to get home already so they can just do it.]

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[bandagedbandit]

[Her curled up form become more rigid. "I'm here"...somehow just that wording hits a bad spot with her. It's cliche and it's empty and, just— ugh.

It's a notion she'd usually push down and deny, but she's too drained not to acknowledge that the reason she didn't lock the door or forcibly remove Silver from the room while she had the chance, the same reason she won't kick Silver away now, is that...hell, she actually wants him to comfort her. To just be there for her for like, one time.

Except, so far, he's kind of sucking at it. The hug feels little more than dead-weight and she has to battle the temptation to swipe his hand away from her head. Clarissa hiccups into the duvet, her fingers knotted tightly into fabric.]

...Why are you doing this?

[nameissilver]

[He hates it too, but is fail at coming up with anything else. And he's trying, give her a break! He tightens his arms and rubs her back awkwardly.]

Cause you're my girlfriend. And... [mutters] I'm worried about you, okay?

[bandagedbandit]

[She can't hold it back any longer — Clarissa bursts into tears, shaking as her body is wracked with unhinged sobs. Everything she's feeling just begins to spill out with such sorrow; it's as if this had been building up for ages and the dam keeping all of it inside of her just burst.]

Why does nothing go right for me? I try really hard but still...! Why do I always screw everything up?!

[nameissilver]

[OH SHIT CRYING. Silver is really, really bad with crying so he just sits there, still hugging her awkwardly and petting her hair.]

Um...what happened?

[bandagedbandit]

[Clarissa snivels uselessly into the sheets, still a mess of hiccups and sobs. She's lost any inhibitions about crying in Silver's presence, something he'll not be pleased about. The smothered wail of insecurities that follows is barely coherent—something most definitely snapped inside Clarissa today (most likely her tattered self respect).]

I always mess up! Even when I try my best nothing goes right! My plan...everything went wrong and we lost what we were there for and now everyone's mad at me and [/SNIIIIFF] It's not fair—!

[nameissilver]

[Oh fuck she's weeping and bawling and being pathetic and he's USELESS HERE. He can't stand watching people cry and whine and

and this must be how she felt all those times he was a whiny ball of self-pity, isn't it.

Damn.

Well, now's as good a time as any to try to make it up to her, right? So he just pats her hair and doesn't say anything.]

[bandagedbandit]

[It takes a lot of tears but Clarissa eventually cries everything out, reduced to an emotionally drained ball, curled up and stilled. She's out of sobs but continues to sniffle weakly; her chest and throat hurt from crying so hard.]

[nameissilver]

[At least she's not crying anymore. Silver just keeps petting her awkwardly, all the while thinking I deserve this, I totally deserve this.]

[bandagedbandit]

[Yes, but she doesn't seem inclined to do much else yet either. She continues to lie there with her face in the covers like she has thus far, not wanting to speak or move for...well, any time in the foreseeable future, actually. She's indifferent to Silver's awkward pettings, but maybe it is a little comforting to have someone by her side at once when everything else has gone wrong; eventually the sniffling stops too.]

[nameissilver]

[He just...keeps doing it. It's not like he's any good at sappy comforting words or encouragement or stuff like that. At least she's quiet, but this whole situation is just too damn awkward.

And to top it all off he's still horny.]